To dear:
i dono if u still got read my blog anot.. but i cannot tolerate anymore.. u say ur mum cann take care of 2babies at a times & i told u cant.. i saw ytd morning, both babies wann milk at the same time but ur son was left crying.. watt is this? i ask y, the reason i got is "becos if mikaela see kyzen drink milk she will cry cos she donn have" but how about kyzen? he wont cry? now u know y i cant put down my heart to let her take care of our son.. left him crying there always? we dono.. as usual wattever i say she wont listen or give a damn.. so watt am i? i cant voice? i really cannot take it le.. i m really being pushed to the max.. arghhhhh.. jus now i came back, she give mii a black face to see.. did i do anything wrong? if yes den jus say mii.. really have to give face? i m still trying my best to tolerate.. i know after u see this u wont feel sorry for mii or even watt.. u will say ur mum is right.. but i really got my limit de..


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Updates of Baby Kyzen
3months & 1day old
Weight : 7.1KG
Height : 60cm
Overall : A Healthy Baby

i love my dear & my boy TTM.. although i always complain its so tired looking after my boy but i feel the tiredness is worth it.. becos he nv fails to make mii smile.. especially when he wake up in the morning, he always smile to mii.. so cute.. & i always complain dwar got no time for mii but i know hes working hard for mii & our boy.. thanks dear.. ILY..



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9days le.. i missed u so much.. ytd i repeated watching ur video for over 10x, i teared becos i miss u so badly.. i still thought it jus a bad bad dream, i still couldnt get over it.. i cried so badly i wann u back.. i know i m selfish.. but finally i think through le, mayb leaving to u is a relieve.. u need not suffer from pain anymore.. i know u feel hurts leaving us too.. i really hope u r living good now.. pls passby into my dream if u need anything, i will definitely get it for u!



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06.03.2011
Final day of dage's wake.. time seems to pass so fast.. the moment the open the cover, i really feel like touching u & hug u but cant.. we all sing 当我们同在一起 for u, i couldnt hold my tears anymore.. i miss u, i really miss u.. 4.25pm its time to walk the last path with u, i cried.. i feel so pain.. i didnt wann to stop walking.. my heart feel so heavy when i step into the bus.. soon its time to see u for last, the very seconds datt u're being push inyo the fire, i scream on top of my voice asking u to run, faster run.. i wann u back pls come back i donn wanna lose u.. i almost fainted.. i couldnt bear to let u go.. till today i still cant believe.. tell mii pls tell mii its jus a dream.. pls.. i wann u back cos i really love u..



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04.03.2011
da ge left hospital at 10.50am, reached home at 11.10am.. we r all glad datt he cann manage to reach home.. he fulfilled his last wish.. so many relatives acc him till his last breathe.. he goes peacefully at 11.30am.. he didnt bring any regrets with him.. i hope he's happy at another world now.. no longer needed a wheelchair to bring him around, he cann run & walk freely now.. da ge, remember we all love u.. u will always be in our heart.. u r forever my da ge..
05.03.2011
today is the 2nd day of the wake.. i still cant believe da ge has left us.. could some1 pls tell mii its jus a nitemare its not true.. i miss u yes i really miss u.. i know u will be watching us above.. i will take care of the family especially mum for u.. no worries.. u will always be in my heart till the day my heart stop beating.. i will tell kyzen how strong u r when he's bigger.. when i heard how excited u r when i m giving birth, my heart sank becos u r so looking forward datt i cann go home do confinement.. i m sorry i didnt went home.. i donn know if i cant take it tml.. my heart is aching, i feel the real pain.. i love u, i really love u.. no matter watt i will stay strong & acc u all the way..






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28.02.2011
Da ge hospitalised! he was fine in the morning playing computer watching show.. at 3pm+ he starts to feel uncomfortable.. called for ambulance at about 8pm.. now hes in the ICU.. doc ask us to be prepared.. Da ge, i know u will be strong! jiayou! donn give up so easily but if u cant take the pain anymore let go.. we donwanna see u in pain! but u r always precious to us.. we love u.. i will not cry becos i wanna stay strong with u! i cann do it so do u!


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