left 3more weeks.. damn fast.. baby kyzen is coming.. i hope everything will goes smoothly for us especially my dear.. hes working so hard & i hope i m not a burden to him.. being emo-ing for quite some times le.. thanks dear for being so understanding although sometimes i might anyhow throw temper.. i tears super easily.. i donwann dear to get worry for mii, i m big enough to take care of myself le if not how to take care if BB.. i m a mummy le.. anyway i m planning to go back work asap after my confinement to word hard together with dear for our future.. we r always here for each other.. i love u my dear no matter watt happen!


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i dono watt happen to mii this few days, so emo! i have been crying almost everyday.. i even thought of leaving becos i feel datt i m a burden to dear, i m so useless.. i see him work so hard & feel so tired but i jus cant do anything to help.. i cann only give him my moral support.. i cried i didnt tell him, i donwann him to get worried.. i know hes very xinku too.. got so many things he need to carries but he nv complain at all.. not like mii everyday doing nothing but keep complainting.. i m sorry my dear.. sorry for being a burden to u.. i really hope i cann lessen ur burden but i dono watt i cann do now.. i think i should faster give birth & faster go back work after confinement & stop thinking i wanna rest 4months to acc baby.. i tried my best to be strong infront of all ppls & hide my emotion & i only let go whenever i m alone like now while i m blogging my tears r flowing down like a open tap water.. i should to cry silently becos i donwann dear to worry but i m afraid if i continues like datt, i might attract depression! or am i already having depression?


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having side headache for the past few days le.. :( didnt know why.. 4 or less more weeks to go.. need to see when my precious kyzen ready to come.. cann say i m already prepare for him to come anytime le.. i jus hope throughout the whole process, dear is with mii.. jus need his support!!! think of confinement i m scared le.. imagine cant bath & no cold drinks! OMG!!! hahas..


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tml last day of work le.. hope my back wont hurt so much.. :) today mc stay at home whole day to rest cos my back is so pain.. pregnant wasnt easy hahas.. thanks dear datt hes always at my side & tolerate my bad bad temper throughout my pregnancy.. baby kyzen gonna come anytime & i m already ready for it.. no matter how tough giving birth will be, i will 忍忍忍.. becos baby kyzen is our 爱的结晶.. :) & remember this dear we will always hold our hands together & be side by side forever, we will face everything together be it good or bad cos i really love u!



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life is so fragile.. saw an accident jus now at infront of the house, car bang into a young cyclist & unfortunately the young cyclist didnt survive.. haii.. heard all the cries beside him.. heart sank.. i suddenly felt datt we should treasure everything in life before it gets too late.. becos u nv know when n where things will happen.. be it good or bad.. many ppls might hate their dad or mum or siblings for doing this & datt which hurts u, but turn back & see they might have their reason for doing it.. so in life i think " Forgive & Forget " is a MUZ thing.. nv only regret after u have lost it..


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mii & dear got our iphone4 together on 05.11.. hehe so happii our 1st couple phones!!! anyway today i m on MC & now back in woodlands.. jus now went to eat chicken rice with dear.. 2baobeis is with mii now also & dear coming later at nite to fetch us.. :) Counting down 1more week & byebye work.. wahahahaha..



my tummy!!



2baobeis



brought a set of Milk Bottles for BB boy


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