New Month New Hope? UNKNOWN.. ii dono watt gonna happen next.. donn dare to expect for too much.. gonna go remove my extension soon cos it looks like shit now!!! siians whole day at homehome again.. Mum & dad keep calling mii asking mii how the case le, really thanks those ppl who sincerely care for mii.. Thanks alot.. With all ur care & support, ii believe ii'm able to pass this ''test''.. Those who wanna see mii go HELL, pls Fuck off to ur own HELL!!! last time ii donn have hates in my mind, now my mind iss full of HATES & DISLIKES!!! last time ii always forgive & forget butt now different.. ii cann forget all bad things butt ii wont forgive anymore.. Make my life Fuck Up denn jus simply gett outt of my life FOREVER.. donn ruin my life again & again.. ii will prove all of uu wrong.. Alot of things ii cant blog up becos there might be some1 idiots peeping my blog.. think datt ii cant make uu die denn let's see.. hahas.. donn ever forever 最毒妇人心.. tml might be going outt, hope so ba.. ii'm meeting some1 important on wed with dear.. hahas.. arghhhhhhhhhhh... once again boring..

yesterday sleep at 2am plus.. early in the morning wake up at 6am plus went 扫墓 with mum & dad & other relatives which ii nott familar with cos they are my grandma side dono who.. mayb few year see 1 times only.. hahas.. went to 拜太公，太妈 denn follow by 大姑.. many years didnt go liao cos last few years working working working.. only this year no work.. dono next year will be able to go anot.. haii.. anyway this year we went too late liao no parking lots, dad keep scolding ppl datt came after him butt manage to gett the car lot faster denn him.. hahas.. park at main road there & we walk in.. saw car accident too.. blahblahblah.. after everything, oh yeah.. finally we went makan.. hahas.. to a very famous prawn noodles.. super nice lo.. from small my parents bring mii go eat until now still very nice lo.. last time iss located at bukit panjang, now shift to CCK liao.. For sure ii will go & visit again.. hahas.. From the way back homehome, talk with mum & dad denn ii know watt happened to my 大姑, allthewhile ii was wondering butt donn dare to ask.. 大姑 passed away at the age of 29 when ii was jus 2years old.. ''Something'' grow in her brain denn operate alot of times till she cant make it le.. So poor thing.. Haii how ii wish ii let times goes back so datt ii cann keep some of her memories in my mind.. butt ii will remember her forever in my heart..! So ppl outt there.. Treasure watt uu have now before it's too late..

ii'm at my own homehome bloggin now.. dear playing game.. coco cashz running around like mad.. my room iss much more better.. ii love my room.. ii gott a BIG BIG bed, all so many poohs hugging mii to sleep.. cann smoke whenever & whereever ii wann.. haii.. 1 words,6 letters, 1 meaning --- (siians).. when will all things come to an end??? wondering wondering wondering.. datt idiot went around tell all the frenz around mii nott to believe mii.. 随便啦.. ii gott nothing to say.. frenz around mii, uu cann chose to believe or nott it's up to uu.. if uu think ii'm in the wrong, future will prove to uu.. ii gott nothing to say.. even if uu wann give up the friendship now.. now for myself, ii only know treasure NOW or regret LATER.. things now iss either treasure or regret.. no other words in my mind now.. gonna find a lawyer real soon liao.. ii am who ii am.. treat mii as a frenz, stay here.. donn treat mii as a frenz, jus simple FUCK off from my whole life.. ii'm damn irritated by all things now.. ii need a adviser!!! find mii 1!!! ii didnt cry throughout everything becos ii did nothing wrong.. ii wann to prove ii'm strong so stop forcing mii to be weak.. ii'm no longer the JUDY uu all used to know.. passerby simple all gett outt of my shitty life now!!! donn gett near mii, or donn regret.. arghhhhhhhhhh...

thinking thinking thinking.. chat with jacko in msn jus now.. talking back to datt time he intro mii into this company.. he apologise when ii donn think datt there iss a need cos it's my choice to step into this company.. if time would go back, same things will happen.. like my mum always tell mii road iss ii chose myself to walk de, shouldnt regret if anything happen in the future.. ii had prepare for the worst butt ii will fight till the end.. ii always had the never say die spirit in mii forever wont change.. talk to wen jus now in msn, hear about datt idiot who tell her about he wont accuse mii all nonsense.. fucking hell.. hear le fire burn.! ii donn care how outside ppl wanna look on mii, ii know myself true & well.. fucker who wann to ruin my life, pls FUCK OFF.. in stupid company, bozz r human, am r human butt we r nott human.. we have feelings too.. NB.. talk more about them, my fire burning & burning.. ii live my life for myself nott others.. ii'm nott gonna care about watt ppl think liao.. uu wann bring my life to hell till the max denn go ahead.. ur life wont be better.. trustmii..

人生就像一场戏。有很多困难，一个一个慢慢来。几时会难道你，没人知道。不管遇到的是有多困难，一定要坚强的渡过。这几天真的发生太多问题了。我也很烦很乱。不要一直逼我，没做就是没做。我真的很烦了，不要再来烦我了。你们不是我，不会知道我的感觉。休息了好多天，觉得脑袋空空的。wake up in the morning bring coco go grooming, went back homehome denn 3plus go fetch her & headed to my homehome cos mum cooking today & needa talk to her about the STUPID case to let her understand.. getting outt of HP trade iss my wish my dream butt ii never thought ii will gett outt of this trade in this way.. hahas.. good or bad who knows.. watt will happen tml or the day after tml or the future, nobody knows.. where will ii be tml ot the day after tml or the future, same nobody knows.. ii cann only walk steps by steps now.. see every steps clearly, ii muz be strong no matter watt really happen to mii.. ii have to learn to be independent from NOW on.. ii have to listen to my heart to do all the things now.. ii'm nott facing things alone, every1 iss by my side.. & ii know ii muz be strong.. ii would like to be strong too butt ii dono how to.. ii really dono.. ii'm confused too!!! who cann tell mii watt should ii do & watt ii shouldnt do.. jus afraid ii might do things too rushly.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... 我是不是害到dear 陪我一起下水？我不想的但我应该怎样办？我很烦很乱。想了很多很多。但是没做错就是没做错。我应该独自自己去面对的，对吗？

Stupid company trying to force mii again!! NO WAY!!! uu making my life to HELL, watt uu will do ii dono & ii donn care.. butt REMEMBER uu also will never know watt ii will do.. ii'm going to blow the matter BIG!!! BECAREFUL.. hahas.. 最毒妇人心.. donn sales talk to mii when ii am a better salesman denn uu.. cant force mii, aim my father.. SHIT LA.. low class..
ARGHHHH...
went to prawn fishing jus now.. 2hours $25 per rod & 3 rod we caught 8prawns.. OMG.. hahas.. 1st time man..

thanks for ppl outt there who support mii!! really thanks so much..

Sick!!! & ii'm consider jobless now? Full of SHIT company.. Keep thinking do so much for this company for FUCK.. they jus simply donn appreciate watt uu have done for them.. they post uu as a SHOP MANAGER but uu jus simply cant make decision to anything or have any staff under uu.. uu order too much things they call & ask ask ask, uu order to little things they call & ask ask ask again.. WHAT THE HELL MAN.. & all uu do they ask ask ask.. COME ON LA.. other company donn ask so much, they let their SM to make decision on everything becos we're the 1 in the shop everyday selling all stuff & we know watt we need & we help company to earn as much money as possible.. no sales donn blame us or do wattever else things, jus simply go & think how to motivate ur staffs & how to do more sales.. butt this company CMI lo, they budget & they wann to interfere with everythings.. STUPID LA.. they dig outt everything wanna sue mii too the max.. COME ON.. ii did nothing wrong for FUCK ii scare.. NB.. they say ii forge application & they didnt receive the forms.. they say ii forge their GP which the company earn & nott mii!! they wann mii to compensate & IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.. donn talk to mii in a threaten way, ii'm not scare cos ii didnt do it.. once iss for enough not twice.. Hold ur attitude before talking to mii, showing attitude means nothing to mii becos my attitude iss much more worst denn urs.. ii tried to find ways to solve butt donn appreciate & ii'll keep quiet.. PPL OUT THERE OWN UP FOR WAT UU HAVE DONE & NOT PUSHING THE BLAME TO OTHERS FUCKERS.. AM in the company iss like shit man.. AM donn protect staffs, they jus simply protect their own fucking BACKSIDE!!! donn say ppl frame uu before finding out the truth.. Feeling like a PIECE of SHIT now!!! Bad things always happen to mii!! when r the good thing coming? sueing mii iss nott my lost!! it's ur lost!! cant find anything denn pls compensate mii inreturn.. FUCKED UP COMPANY.. for 1 years in this stupid company receive nothing butt SHIT.. ppl leave the company with unbearing feelings becos the company iss good butt ii leave this company with happiness cos no more HELL day for mii.. trying to make mii worst, NO WAY!!! ii will make uu more WORST becos watt ii say outt with nott be better for uu.. it might make uu more worst ii believe..

Sick... Leg Pains plus running nose & swollen throat.. getting better after medical..

MC!!!


today mii took mc to rest at homehome cos of my leg injuries.. siians.. pain many days liao denn ii took mc.. cannot tahan the pain liao.. walk pain, sit pain, stand pain.. kaoz.. even see doctor they only give pain-killer, for watt leh ii dono.. jus to stop my pain butt nott cure my injuries.. tml off day another rest day.. happii datt ii gott 2 sales on my online stuff le.. hehe.. hope more to come in.. post again for pets lover.. visit www.cashzypets.weebly.com.. sms mii for further discount..

Being busy this few days designing my own web page to sell doggii stuff.. any1 have pets at homehome cann kindly go to my webpage to see if uu are interested in any items hahas.. will give uu more discount.. www.cashzypets.weebly.com, uu cann email mii to order at cococashz@hotmail.com or sms mii if uu know my number to order.. hahas.. being working on the webpage for 3days real tiring butt happii datt ii managed to open a online shop hahas.. hope to hear from ur respond soon.. give mii some hopes ya.. thanks..
cashz went grooming ytd & she look so cute & skinny after the cut.. lols.. & when coco sit beside her coco look so BIG man.. scary ah.. BTW coco came period today, ii was so shocked cos she iss only 7months old.. isnt it too small for period??? anyway ii'm going to work on my webpage now.. will update when ii'm free..

Pictures of Cashz after grooming



HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!! today iss dear actual birthday.. older le lo.. hahas.. early in the morning went to work happii open shop wanna disarm the alarm, press 3x my code & ii realise WTH bozz bernie never help mii put my code into the alarm & the alarm went ringing so loud.. ii was like OMG SHIT MAN.. denn quickly call ppl who have the code there to give mii code for disarm.. kaoz.. work alone today for halfday denn zhumei came over hahas.. cos there a counter outside & when there's alot of cust ii cant serve alone nor ii will let cust run away so ii ermm dono watt to do hahas.. butt today sales was damn lousy.. siians lo.. zzz.. okaae.. around near 9pm ii went to brought a cute little cake for dear butt he dono.. ii wanted to buy winnie the pooh de butt donn have SOLD OUT!!! cos ii brought a mickey mouse de instead.. hahas.. SURPRISE for him.. ii hide it inside my bag which he really didnt realise & ii hide it into the fridge when he iss watching TV hahas.. he was really so surprise when ii took outt a cake.. hahas.. sing song denn wish wish wish denn blow.. we share the cake half half.. was really nice lo.. hahas.. 18th 19th dear off so good.. mii whole week no off.. sad.. cashz going for grooming alone.. BTW ii thinking of going to take up course for Pets Grooming hahas.. so expensive leh.. sad


SURPRISE!!!


Cute right this cake



Let end with mii & my dear & his Bday cake (hehe)!!!



as usual wake up at 10am cos ii'm working at tpy.. walk 10 to 15mins reached.. hahas.. Suddenly feel like ii'm back to the package world like last time.. a year plus ago ii used to upsell package to cust hahas.. today ii upsell & closed 2 package.. feel happii hahas.. tml working alone.. bored.. this whole week no off day OMG.. gonna tired until MAD liao.. yesterday dear quarrel with his mum becos coco went shhhh shhhh on the newspaper she looking at denn all the place around the newspaper iss all urine.. denn his bro & SIL didnt help jus sit there like tua pek gong like datt.. denn dear have to wash coco cos her leg also kanna denn ii have to help clean coco backside denn his mum blame him for nott bring paper for her to clean.. haii.. dono la.. when his mum reached homehome today we all never talk.. she went bath & back to her room.. super siians lo.. everytime iss our fault butt nott the bro & SIL.. iss this the way to show her Pian Xin?? answer: UNKNOWN.. arghhhhhhhhhhh... wattever..

sometimes ii jus feel like carrying coco back my homehome cos ii cannot stand it anymore.. ii donwann to say who causes this feelings to mii.. ppl who know mii should know.. & no need to ask mii.. feel damn F*** up.. pls for heaven sake leave mii & coco alone.. Coco iss jus like a daughter baobei to mii.. she's very guai.. ii love her & she loves mii too.. soon when ii cannot tolerate anymore ii'll straight carry her pack stuff & cab homehome de.. donn force mii pls..

sooo tired lo.. yesterday ii sleep at 2am plus denn wake up morning 11am plus.. play game till 1pm plus eat breakfast cum lunch.. went outt at 4pm plus to tampines ikea with dear, his mum & uncle.. back homehome at 6pm plus cos we walk awhile niia.. rain damn big.. & uncle was so funny lo.. we was talking in the car when he was about to turn left into the ikea carpark denn ii tell dear mum datt on the right there giant also denn uncle faster turn right instead of left cos he thought ii wann go there.. laugh till dear peng san.. hahas.. denn ii fallen asleep at 7pm plus wake up at almost 10pm liao.. ate dinner cum supper denn went for movie with dear.. watch the Hotel For Dogs. nice show.. hahas.. all the Dogs inside r damn cute.. anyway coco iss so weird eversince we came back from chalet.. she doesnt eat like she used to.. she keep quietly sit down aside alone.. scare she might be sick.. if continue think ii gonna bring her to vet liao.. haii.. going to sleep soon cos going back to work le.. siians.. next week no off super tired lo.. haii.. nite every1...


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Our Bungalow Chalet



This Tree look cute..


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