last day of 2010 le.. dear say he today wont go anywhere cos he will come back acc mii.. love u so much dear.. if wasnt becos of confinement i think tonite we sure go watch firework de.. haii.. ytd something happen, stupid idiot datt cheat my dear, hope u get karma! piece of fat shit.. see dear like datt my heart feel so pain & felt so helpless.. i only cann stand a side but cant help.. haii.. i hope dear cann feel datt i m always here with him although i cant help much but i hope my support means somthing to him.. 2011 will definitely be a better year for us, lets make it happen together dear..






naughty mii donwann give BB milk hahas.. hes getting cuter as days passby..


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1more day & byebye 2010, welcome 2011.. hope it will be a better year for all.. soon mii & dear together almost 3years le, arghhh i wanna go celebrate our anniversary with dear, i donwann to stay at home doing this stupid confinement.. Baby Kyzen gonna full month soon too, baby shower will be held on 8th Jan.. time flies, it jus like a blink of eyes.. i m still on the stupid confinement with all the stupid rules.. i wish i could disobey all! i wanna wash my smelly hairs! i think i cannot tahan soon.. haii.. sometimes i keep thinking am i too calculative or am i jus too anything? i dono but i afraid 1day i might cannot tahan & quarrels will start? anyway i m jus saying but mean nothing.. i jus wanna complain complain complain.. ytd coco go crazy & bite dears mouth denn bled.. i see le so heartpain.. dear sure very pain de.. :( saying sorry to dear on behalf of coco.. 9more days to go & return mii my freedom!!! oh yah.. see-ing baby growing & changing everyday, really feels so happy.. hope i wont miss any parts of his growing & learning..






he love sleeping in this position..


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13more days to go! jiayou.. BB is a good boy ytd, nv make noise throughout the whole nite le, hope he cann continue this way.. mii finally bath le & i was so so so happy cos i m having rashes all over.. arghhh so irritated by datt.. & dear allow mii to bath but cannot wash hair.. cant wait to wash my hair man! stinks!!!!! feel so bad, every nite i m so tired & got no time to talk to dear.. i hope this wont affect our relationship cos dear i love u even more after giving to baby kyzen.. i see u work so hard, i cann feel datt u r tired too.. thanks dear for tolerating my stupid temper.. anyway i m taking care of kyzen during daytime & MIL take over at nitetime.. i hope time faster faster pass.. kyzen faster faster grow up & be a healthy boy.. by den kyzen cann play with coco & cashz le den they wont be so poor thing being locked behind.. :(



they r my life!



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i wishes all ppl Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year.. i cant celebrate this year cos of confinement but dear & mii got a very special present 'Our Precious Son'.. i hope dear donn mind cant go out to celebrate.. anyway i move back to sleep with dear at nite le, with dear beside i sleep de more secure & comfort.. nv wake up inbetween de.. oh & also i still got 15 more days to go.. counting down!!!!! cant wait to wash my hair man.. & i have told dear to buy herbs for mii to bath le cos i really cannot tahan le.. arghhh.. feeling so itchy & smelly..









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1week of confinement passed! but i broke down in tears today twice.. i think i m jus too stress & tired & not feeling well due to cant go pass motion.. been taking care of BB Kyzen myself day & nite cos MIL is taling care of the BB gal.. & also due to lack of sleep bah.. dear is so worry to see mii cry cos i cried so hard to release all the stress i kept inside, talk to dear after i relax down & tell him y i cried cos i m so so so stress with some dislike & unhappi stuff.. i got to say sorry to dear &my mum.. sorry dear datt u got to tolerate my stupid & nasty temper but now u r the 1 i need to the most to acc mii go through everything.. i need ur care & concern, love, console & moral support.. sorry mum to make her worry becos she hear mii crying in the morning telling her i m so xinku.. :( MIL say she will help mii take care BB kyzen tonite so i cann rest.. i got the rest as much as possible tonite to fight for a better tml & the days ahead!









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everything went smoothly.. almost passing a week of confinement le.. my wound still haden recover.. pain! really no pain no gain! hahas.. brought baby to polyclinic with dear ytd to check for jaundice, baby still got abit.. got to go back on mon to check again, hope it goes down.. baby muz be a healthy boy.. mum, dad & ah yi came visit mii & baby this morning n also teach mii how to bath baby.. becos newborn r fragile so i got to be extra careful.. wait till my wound fully recovers i will stay bathing for baby le cos now i cant squat.. lying down on bed whenever i cann everyday.. taking care of my boy myself (feeding, changing pampers).. dear is working so hard for us, i got to learn to be independent! i donwann to bring him any trouble! :) Jiayou!


















above all r my precious!

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today discharge with baby Kyzen, dear & Mil came fetch mii at 11am+.. went to do Birth Cert & Baby Bonus.. confinement day.. everything went smoothly, nv eat much cos i m on diet from now onwards.. wanted to try breastfeed but no milk! oMg at 1st i thought i cann use breastfeed to help mii slim down but now got to depends on myself le.. i believe i cann! spend dear so much money giving birth :( sorry dear.. & also thanks for oing through the whole giving birth process with mii.. lets hold hands together & watch baby grow up as days passes by.. i love u so much!












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finally give birth to my precious BB kyzen.. was really the most toughest time of my life.. the pain of contraction is no joke de.. i start bleeding on 12.12.2010, bleeding came more on 13.12.2010 with slight contraction @ 6am.. admitting to hospital at 11am with dear.. contraction comes & goes but still bearable.. when the strong contraction finally came at 6pm, datt was the toughest time le.. i endure till 9pm+ when my "meimei" open till 8cm le, i totally cannot tahan & i told dear i wanna opt for epi.. the pain is hard to discrible.. i pain till shiver.. it not tummy pain, is the backbone pain! finally baby came out at 11pm.. & everything was phew.. hahas.. cant stop smiling when i saw BB & dear was the photographer.. went to ward & i m totally exhausted.. i sleep & wake, sleep & wake.. after the epi totally went off, datt the sewin part pain came.. hahas.. everything was pain but its worth after seeing my baby.. anyway tried breastfeed but my boy donwann! so naughty.. am discharging tml le.. finally.. i wanna go home.. hahas..












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am already prepared for baby Kyzen to come anytime le.. waiting waiting waiting.. haii eversince baby gal came to tpy stay, i have been waking up everyday at 8+am, felt so irritated.. & i hate the washing machines TTM!!! this morning i even cry back to sleep cos i m really tired but becos of noise i cant sleep, damn pekcek.. sometimes i think i mean nothing to them! becos all i do seems to be wrong.. haii.. thanks dear for all the comfort! love him TTM.. lets hope baby kyzen to come fast bah..


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Dec loh!!!! been resting for 17days le.. everyday do nothing.. jus acc dear go work den sometimes eat le go home or sometimes stay there till dear finish work.. haii this morning my iphone4 drop into toilet bowl after datt something fell on my head when i was brushing teeth.. i felt damn suay & i broke out with tears.. i cried so loudly datt coco & cashz rushto the toilet to see watt happen.. :(
anyway dann fast left only 14days to my EDD although Gynae Koh told mii i might be giving birth within this week.. hahas.. kinda looking forward for baby arrival & how he looks like.. but most importantly is baby to be healthy! wondering will baby arrival make a big change to our life?


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