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last friday i bring baby back woodlands.. jus came back tpy ytd.. went out to bugis with peishan on Sat to shop for CNY clothes, actually wanted to get myself a levis jean but endup nv cos i feel so fat now :( only brought 2wrist pouch, 2 shirt & a legging for myself, a levis jean & 2shirt for dear.. i also brought 2romper for baby kyzen.. wanted to get for coco cashz too but their CNY design is the same as last year so i didnt buy.. & lastly i also brought mum a levis jean.. On Mon meet Amanda for hair cutting & dyeing hair but cameout the hairstyle & color isnt watt i expect de..
some updated of Baby Kyzen
Kyzen is 44days old..
-when call out his name, he will turn to where the person is..
-love to make alot of sound when talking to him, is like hes answering to u..
-drink 5oz of milk..









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13more days CNY le.. 1st year giving out angbaos so excited hahas.. last few days taking care of Kyzen alone really make mii so exhausted.. alone i cant do anything (cant eat, cant drink, cant go toilet).. ytd i was so pek cek & i scold Kyzen.. i pass him to MIL when she reached home & i went out to meet peishan to relax.. after cooling down, i felt so bad.. Kyzen is jus a baby i shouldnt have being so impatience towards him.. Mommy feel so sorry.. later gonna bring Kyzen back wdl to let my mum tale care cos i going out.. thanks mummy for always for being so understamding & so willing to help cos she knows datt i m tired :( gonna enjoy my 二人世界 with dear.. hahas..









this is how he look at mii when i scold
him :(


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went back home on 14.01 with Kyzen, dear came over with coco cashz on 15.01.. this few day mum teach mii how to bath him & i have been taking care of him at nites.. actually is not really datt tough hahas.. mayb i m jus too anxious.. hahas.. 1st time mommy is like datt de.. LoL.. anyway dear went back tpy le, although i really hope he cann stay with mii but i know he got to work & he is working very hard.. so i got to be more understanding.. looking at baby Kyzen growing up as days passed, i really donn wanna missed any part of his growing but i know i got to go work 1day de.. anyway i think datt taking care of babies is a way to train ur patience & tolerance hahas.. i m learning to know kyzen pattern & know watt he wanns when he cries.. but he has been a good boy which only cries once at nite for milk.. loving him more & more as days pass.. think back, times is like jus a blink of eyes i m already a mother, a aunty le hahas.. hope dear donn mind my fat fat size now becos i will slim down real soon de.. hahas.. blogging now while waiting for Kyzen's milk time.. hahas..









latest photo of 我们爱的结晶..

& LASTLY i love u my dear Jeffrey Goh!!!

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Finally 1month over! i got back half of my freedom cos the other half got to give it to Kyzen! hahas.. Love my Dear & Kyzen so much.. i got so many thanks to say to dear.. i m lucky to have him standing by mii this whole month listening to all my complains & unhappiness!! thanks him for tolerating my stupid temper cos i get angry so easily due to lack of sleep but all womens got to go through this! if without dear i think i already cannot take it & might already in depression! thanks for always being here for mii.. thanks for treating mii so good & always love mii.. i love u always too.. we still got to hold hands & walk down the road together till old! & a very special thanks for giving mii a family!! u really dote mii so much.. I also got alot of sorry to say to dear cos i stress him alot too.. Sorry dear!! i will learn to be a good wife to u & a good mommy to kyzen, coco & cashz becos i know i cant be a prefect 1 but i will still try my very very best! :D anyway my target for this year is to SLIM DOWN.. hope dear wont find mii too fat now.. hehe..









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after today, 3more days to go! ytd Kyzen's Baby Shower didnt take pics becos i m so busy :( Kyzen was like a Ball being carry around hahas.. Quite alot of ppls came but didnt have to attend to all.. Baby so good boy didnt make any noise other den wann milk :) today baby backside pain cos of his BCG! he scream when he cried, i see le heartpain & i cried too.. :( things changed, ppls changed & heart changed? haii.. i dono but this how i feel.. i really hope dear cann understand & pei mii more.. i hope he cann think for mii..



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HaPPy bday baobeis cashz.. love u always.. tml is 07.01, its a special day but dono if dear remember.. 08.01 is Kyzen's Baby Shower, yeah i cann bath & wash hair & go do facial! Cos mum gonna bring Kyzen back home den bring back in the evening.. hahas.. i m free for few hours hahas.. now i m also like working but with no off day hahas.. so look forward for off day hahas.. actually i m very happy datt dear is gonna acc mii back home on 09.01.. very soon confinement will end le, cant wait! hahas..





















all his expression after milk hahas



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1st post for year 2011..
Time really flies? hahas.. but this confinement month seems so LONG!!!! 10more days & all over, return mii my freedom.. 3more days to baobei cashz bday, 4more days to mii & dear's 3rd year anniversary (he seems to have alr forgotten) & 5more days to BB Kyzen early baby shower celebration.. slowly slowly i m learning to know kyzen's pattern le.. mii & dear nowadays seldom talk so much le cos its either i m very tired or hes busy.. :( mii going back home on 9th to 13th with kyzen, hoping datt dear could acc mii but i know he donwann de :(


















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