today really happening.. let's start from beginning of the day 11am.. went to 183 shop cos colleague wanna go poo poo (hahas), reached there electric half trip was so hot man.. denn serve a cust denn chit chat awhile when wanna go 190, colleague went to pull the puck denn electric fully trip.. lols.. & the worst thing iss datt beside clinic didnt open today cant on the electric back! lols.. when to 190 evening time gott 1 crazy cust come repair phone, we thought repair le okaae denn pass him.. after another hour he came back quarrel with bozz.. shouting all over.. kaoz.. so loud loh.. shit man.. nvm.. after the cust go nott long, another colleague pull the puck from the switch & guess watt happen again............................... electric trip again.. kaoz.. watt a day!! hahas.. friday off going go buy ice cream mooncake! yeah! hahas..

so long never blog le.. hahas.. keep thinking wanna blog watt cos everyday life iss the same.. this few days thinking of getting a iphone hahas.. dono why.. anyway already decided le.. once ii decide nothing cann change my mind hahas.. this month iss really a saving month.. didnt spend much money.. hahas.. btw work went smoothly for mii.. working with bozz this few days quite fun.. ii cann busy whole day & forgets to eat.. hahas.. so godly loh, ii cann donn eat for 1 whole day.. like datt ii cann slim down soon ii think.. hahas.. ii think next update will be the time when ii gott my iphone hahas.. oh yah, coco & cashz iss going for grooming tml.. finally loh.. coco hair already cover her eyes le & cashz gott a helmet hairstyle.. hahas.. gonna go sleep le.. tired..

am ii a failure.? ii really wish datt ii cann help my mum butt now ii cann do nothing butt sit n watch.. everytime ii talk to her on the phone & everything she tell mii, really make my heart melt.. everytime when we talk, ii hold my tears & tell myself nott to cry.. how ii wish ii cann really cry outt loud at a place where nobody cann see or hear mii.. ii know hiding myself in a corner to cry cann help nothing.. butt ii really donn bear my mum to take all thing by herself.. sometimes ii really feel like scolding ppl butt watt cann ii do.. ii'm the youngest in the family.. mayb thinking iss different bah.. ii cann feel how hard iss my mum's life.. ii cant imagine how the family will be if she's nott around, mayb the family will be broke into many pieces le.. sorrii mum, ii know uu r very xinku although uu didnt say anything.. haii.. ii really feel like hugging my mum & cry now..

ii'm now lying on my bed going to sleep soon n using my mobile to blog hahas.. Damn lazy to yse lappy to blog.. Heehee.. So far working iss still fine for mii butt 1thing ii still dare nott speak outt loud when serving cust.. Mayb still nott confident enough.. Tml onwards ii will be working with black face boss, hope everything will go smoothly bah.. Where's my confidence? missing in action liao.. Gonna find it back real soon if nott ii'll be firing myself.. Hahas.. Anyway nite all..

ii m so tired today! being force to sleep at 4am+ n wake up at 9am+.. Reason being : 不想说.. Alot of things to complain butt too long to write it outt.. Give up totally give up! Cant tahan denn gonna gett outt.. No more energy to argue n donn even bother.. uu live ur life, ii live my life.. Donn step on mii again n again n again.. Mayb this iss respect bah.. Butt donn take my respect for granted.. Arghhhh.. End here!

Start work for almost a week.. Consider everything still smoothly bah.. Still trying to adapt the new enviroment new market.. Gonna go another outlet next week, gonna faster store all the costing in mind le.. Brain going rusty if ii m nott going to make use of it! Hahas..

Schedule for my off day next tuesday!
Book my car theory
Bath for my 2baobeis
Go Cineleisure buy things
Others still haden think yet..

Thinking should ii sell off my precious N95..

ii m so tired today! being force to sleep at 4am+ n wake up at 9am+.. Reason being : 不想说.. Alot of things to complain butt too long to write it outt.. Give up totally give up! Cant tahan denn gonna gett outt.. No more energy to argue n donn even bother.. uu live ur life, ii live my life.. Donn step on mii again n again n again.. Mayb this iss respect bah.. Butt donn take my respect for granted.. Arghhhh.. End here!

Start work for almost a week.. Consider everything still smoothly bah.. Still trying to adapt the new enviroment new market.. Gonna go another outlet next week, gonna faster store all the costing in mind le.. Brain going rusty if ii m nott going to make use of it! Hahas..

Schedule for my off day next tuesday!
Book my car theory
Bath for my 2baobeis
Go Cineleisure buy things
Others still haden think yet..

Thinking should ii sell off my precious N95..

so good right hahas.. today iss my off day.. yesterday jus start work today off liao.. hahas.. so funny! today dear also off butt early in the morning he went starhub course.. afternoon denn finish lo.. so long! went to meet him at tpy central for lunch & actually wanna go amk to book for my car theory de.. end up his brother sms mii say coco putt bomb(shit) on the living room, so after lunch we cant go anywhere need to go back to clear up.. siians lo.. went back bath for them lo.. end up off day iss jus another boring day.. BTW dear went course win a ipod shuffle & he give it to mii! dear so dote mii lo.. hahas..


rest so many at homehome was so shiok man.. hahas.. 1 more day going to work le.. YEAH!! hope everything will go smoothly for mii.. today woke up at 1pm+ craving for roti prata, so ii bath & went to central to buy.. how hardworking am ii.. hehe.. went to find jackson chat awhile denn headed homehome.. :) ate le watch tv watch movie.. hahas.. denn train to meet yvonne cos going to Xintian bday.. reached there at 7pm+ was abit boring na cos we dono the ppl there ahaha.. awhile denn we went to CWP to walk.. brought pasa malem sharkfins soup homehome.. BTW ii did 2 good thing today.. hehe.. ii help a ganny carry things cos ii happen to walk pass & saw her crossing the overhead bridge.. & ii also help a auntie carry things.. today pass so fast.. hahas..


today wake up at 9.15am, late for interview.. suppose to reached there at 10am for interview de.. hahas.. watt a pig am ii right.. sleep sleep sleep..!! went to interview at forget the company name le.. lols.. comestic trade.. reached there at 10.45am cos ii change the appointment to 11am.. wait till 12pm denn interview.. WTH right.. while waiting ii keep thinking iszit the right way for mii.. ii also dono.. hahas.. butt anyway yvonne intro mii to her hubby working place to interview, pay was better there.. hahas.. & very fast once interview start next week.. now still thinking how to tell larry.. siians lo.. today ii'm soo proud of myself man.. meet yvonne after interview with her baby.. went walking around from orchard shopping to cineleisure(somerset) denn went for sushi & her hubby came down.. after eating went shopping again.. okaae proud of myself iss datt so long no shopping, stand nott even 10mins wanna sit de mii.. cann walk from orchard to ps.. very good.. came homehome my leg was so sour man.. hahas.. now resting my leg high up!!!

我还能撑多久? ii'm seriously tired n cannot take it anymore le.. Watt cann ii do? ii really dono.. uu only think for urself n never give a thought to ppl around uu, ppl around uu r making hard for living.. uu force mii to blog this today.. ii've been tolerating jus becos ii'm soft-hearted butt doesnt mean ii gott no temper.. ii cant anyhow throw my temper to some1 else, it's nott fair to others.. ii gott no where to show my temper butt to write it all here.. When ii cann ii help uu butt when ii need help where r uu.. uu r making mii crazy day by days, 1 day when ii really cant take it anymore iss the time uu r forcing to die.. How ii wish ii'm no longer here.. when ii'm gone, uu might nott cry or uu might only think less a ppl to help uu liao.. Wtf..!
ii think ii've made up my mind le.. It's time for mii to change job cos counter isnt the type of job ii suppose to be in.. alot of thing ii cant tolerate.. ii'm a gal n uu guys wann mii to open 2counters by myself, ii kept quiet n help butt uu guys r taking mii for granted.. Come work everyday at 12.30pm when uu suppose to start work at 11am! reached read newspaper, 12.45pm go outt eat lunch.. Nvm ii cann tolerate cos we r colleague butt uu take hours to eat ur lunch n came back at 2.45pm or sometime 3.30pm WTF.. Treating like ur father company.. Fuck! Came back straight away ask gott sales anot if ii say no denn start to kpkb.. So clever come do urself lo.. Shit man.. Again ii kept quiet butt uu treat my kindness as shit! Wann drink coffee ask mii go buy, when ii free ii cann help butt when ii'm busy denn fucking go buy urself n donn pester mii.. Gott no legs to walk urself or lazy to walk denn donn drink.. Going to tender soon when ii found a job.. going for interview soon.. Hope everything cann goes smoothly! Wish mii good luck..!