i dono watt happen to mii this few days, so emo! i have been crying almost everyday.. i even thought of leaving becos i feel datt i m a burden to dear, i m so useless.. i see him work so hard & feel so tired but i jus cant do anything to help.. i cann only give him my moral support.. i cried i didnt tell him, i donwann him to get worried.. i know hes very xinku too.. got so many things he need to carries but he nv complain at all.. not like mii everyday doing nothing but keep complainting.. i m sorry my dear.. sorry for being a burden to u.. i really hope i cann lessen ur burden but i dono watt i cann do now.. i think i should faster give birth & faster go back work after confinement & stop thinking i wanna rest 4months to acc baby.. i tried my best to be strong infront of all ppls & hide my emotion & i only let go whenever i m alone like now while i m blogging my tears r flowing down like a open tap water.. i should to cry silently becos i donwann dear to worry but i m afraid if i continues like datt, i might attract depression! or am i already having depression?


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