tears drop & drop again.. ii m totally tired of it liao.. cry until no more tears.. y make mii cry.. all ii wanted was a simple life, ii dare nott ask for more.. Y Y Y? did ii expect too much? things happen & happen & happen.. how am ii able to take it again & again.. who cann tell mii! y muz uu lost it denn know how to treasure it.. my heart iss dead.. given up all hopes.. totally nothing in my heart now.. mind iss blank, no more thinking.. let go iss the best thing ii cann do now.. mayb uu jus cant gett used to being without mii but soon times pass uu will be able to gett used to it de.. like uu say ii m still young ii wanna play denn jus let mii play till the max bah.. donn even bother to care about mii anymore.. let mii be watt ii wann to be bah.. donn interfere each other anymore.. thanks for the past 1 year 10months & 7days.. thanks for the things uu had done for mii.. we cann still be frenz..