am ii a failure.? ii really wish datt ii cann help my mum butt now ii cann do nothing butt sit n watch.. everytime ii talk to her on the phone & everything she tell mii, really make my heart melt.. everytime when we talk, ii hold my tears & tell myself nott to cry.. how ii wish ii cann really cry outt loud at a place where nobody cann see or hear mii.. ii know hiding myself in a corner to cry cann help nothing.. butt ii really donn bear my mum to take all thing by herself.. sometimes ii really feel like scolding ppl butt watt cann ii do.. ii'm the youngest in the family.. mayb thinking iss different bah.. ii cann feel how hard iss my mum's life.. ii cant imagine how the family will be if she's nott around, mayb the family will be broke into many pieces le.. sorrii mum, ii know uu r very xinku although uu didnt say anything.. haii.. ii really feel like hugging my mum & cry now..