人生就像一场戏。有很多困难，一个一个慢慢来。几时会难道你，没人知道。不管遇到的是有多困难，一定要坚强的渡过。这几天真的发生太多问题了。我也很烦很乱。不要一直逼我，没做就是没做。我真的很烦了，不要再来烦我了。你们不是我，不会知道我的感觉。休息了好多天，觉得脑袋空空的。wake up in the morning bring coco go grooming, went back homehome denn 3plus go fetch her & headed to my homehome cos mum cooking today & needa talk to her about the STUPID case to let her understand.. getting outt of HP trade iss my wish my dream butt ii never thought ii will gett outt of this trade in this way.. hahas.. good or bad who knows.. watt will happen tml or the day after tml or the future, nobody knows.. where will ii be tml ot the day after tml or the future, same nobody knows.. ii cann only walk steps by steps now.. see every steps clearly, ii muz be strong no matter watt really happen to mii.. ii have to learn to be independent from NOW on.. ii have to listen to my heart to do all the things now.. ii'm nott facing things alone, every1 iss by my side.. & ii know ii muz be strong.. ii would like to be strong too butt ii dono how to.. ii really dono.. ii'm confused too!!! who cann tell mii watt should ii do & watt ii shouldnt do.. jus afraid ii might do things too rushly.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... 我是不是害到dear 陪我一起下水？我不想的但我应该怎样办？我很烦很乱。想了很多很多。但是没做错就是没做错。我应该独自自己去面对的，对吗？